Ok since our system’s been fucked the past several months and we aren’t using our Carrd anymore, I’ll go ahead and make a pinned post so no one’s confused.

We are The Quantum System.

• collectively Quantum or Q
• 23 yrs bodily
• collectively they/he
• C-DID w/ polyfragmentation
• Comorbid with BPD and ASD
• ~71 fully-formed, 400+ documented fragments
• No current host (will post alter intros when we have energy)

We usually try to have alters label their first post with both their name and their sign-off, so if you don’t know who’s emoji that is, just look it up on our blog, we have all of them tagged (hopefully)

Also if you’re obsessed with us and wanna see our posts organized, here’s the list of tags we mainly use:

• #quantum thoughts - all of our text posts
• #quantum vent - our venting posts
• #quantum research - posts or articles that have been really helpful for our system journey

⚠️Warning⚠️

Anyone is welcome to interact with our page, but if you are LGBTQIA-phobic, n*zi, radqueer, endo or endo positive, transid, or syscourse-centered, you will be blocked. ♡

Alright, that’s it for now. Peace out.

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oh ok so the spam bots are sending asks for donations now? joy -_-

reimeichan:

Sometimes your trauma responses kick in hard and you end up being an ass to the people you love.

And even if it felt like you couldn’t help it in the moment, that is still not okay and you need to own up to your actions.

Forgive yourself for the hurt you’ve caused, apologize to the ones you hurt, and strive to do better. And if you don’t know how, reach out to people to learn how to.

It fucking sucks to admit you did something awful but it’s one of the most important steps to healing and not perpetuating the cycle of trauma and abuse you went through.

dude, I pulled up Tumblr on my desktop and legit thought I had accidentally opened Twitter. Fucking hate this

sleepingcatemojis:

please reblog

hey all, this isn’t a post i would normally make but i wanted to put this out there!!!!

recently my boyfriend jay’s cat was hit by a car and unfortunately didn’t survive. he really would like to have her taxidermied, but doesn’t have enough money at the moment and has created a go fund me for it. if you are able to donate, he (and i) would really really appreciate it!! if you aren’t able to donate, a reblog is also greatly appreciated. 💙

Preserve Magic the Cat, organized by Jay L

My cat got hit by a car on her 1st birthday a few days ago, and unfortunately didn’t survive it. I d… Jay L needs your support for Pres

gofundme.com

when we split new alters, it’d be so much easier to know if we just performed mitosis and grew a whole other fuckin person out of our neck or something. just pinch that trauma off and it can go try to survive somewhere else, problem solved

fairycosmos:

life is literally just about surviving the day for me. wish i could relate to people with a 5 year plan. wish i knew what it felt like to have clear goals objectives and aspirations for the future that felt possible and exciting 

yay-im-a-catgirl:

gwydion-aacblog:

things want make whole world understand about ARFID

not just emotion feelings like little bit nervous but like physical reactions physical hard . think about eat new foods make feel sick distress like need convince brain and body this is food in first place .

and new food can mean

• food that really never try before in any form
• familiar food done in new way , change recipe proportions or change how cook prepare but all pieces same
• familiar food but pieces change , even if just 1 like sauce
• familiar food but texture different , because prepare different or not ripe enough or too ripe , things like that
• familiar food but look different , colour , sometimes with severe ARFID even just cut and shape
• familiar food but smell or taste different , new flavour
• anything that is not familiar food in very exactly same way every time basically

and new food take so much mental energy and work to try , can not just change new everyday or will burn right out and rely even harder on things that never seem change like stuff from boxes in store .

is why ARFID put risk for malnutrition and gut bowel problems , eat make so so so much stress and sometimes only thing can do is try fortify what do eat rather than try change add different .

if there is a food i like but the brand is different, that can also effect how it tastes for me.

or i found a spider in something i use to prepare one of my foods, and i washed it out, multiple times (and we have a second one) but just the idea that what i use to prepare foods could have been tainted- makes me nervous and scared

Yes THANK YOU. ARFID is not just being picky, it is the inability to handle change of any sort unless I have an abundance of spoons

[vent]

I had to tell my dad that I was scared of him in this current moment when he asked me if I was still upset about how he threw my sister’s cat down a flight of stairs (almost hitting me btw). And I hate that it makes me want to cry saying that because I know I would feel so guilty if someone said that to me and the two of us have very similar brains.

And I also hate that this happened at least two hours ago and I’m still in panic freeze mode. I know I have PTSD and that’s probably to be expected since I grew up dealing with his temper, but it’s still very frustrating…

Nothing fills me with more fury than seeing porn bots trying to follow our littles’ blog. Stay tf away from them. We can put up with you stupid things all day long, but don’t fucking touch the littles’ safe space. It is sacred, we don’t need your filth all over it.

reimeichan:

okay QUESTION why is it that we FEM ALTERS in transmasc bodies have to fucking FIGHT to get the clothes we want. BOYS. LET THE GIRLS HAVE OUR DRESSES AND MAKEUP AND SKIRTS. GIVE US WIGS. HAIR CLIPS. CUTE PURSES.

TIDDIES!!!!

I am going FERAL we deserve to feel like we belong in our systems too!!!!! we should be allowed to be CUTE AS FUCK because HELL YEAH feminity!!!!

LET👏THE👏GIRLS👏BE👏GIRLS👏

LET THE GIRLS BE GIRLS

-Tia💄